Jo Yoon Hee - Sure Magazine October Issue ‘13
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Bright Lights and Long Nights
Phew long nights for sure! (as I write this at 4:30 am) Just got out of work not too long ago. This is week number 4. I’m not sure how I feel about this summer yet… I love having my own place now! It’s a lot of work seeing as I’m the only one managing it right now.. but I love it. It feels so good to have money again now that I’m working! But that also means I like to spend it.. hehehe. There are just so many things that I want!
Anyway, the house is almost finished up. Just need a few things here and there and it will be all set. With this big house though, and my housemates always gone with their girls it makes me feel a bit lonely though. =( It makes me really want for that someone… and seeing as how I’m not in school anymore I’m not really meeting new people.. or girls. So I don’t really have anyone in mind even. There is one.. but it will never work out. There are just too many things preventing that from being able to happen. I’m okay with that I guess.. I just really wish things were different. I want to feel like someone cares…..
Once again though I find myself feeling like such a disappointment. Why doesn’t school just go right for me? Why am I such a fuck-up? I told Kyle the other day that I’m surprised my parents even like me as much as they do. I am just constantly letting them down…. Kirby is such an angel compared to me. I feel a bit of accomplishment since I have a job and am supporting myself, but what happens come fall??? What if I am just not cut out for school in the first place? Then what? It is hard to get anywhere in life without some sort of degree… I don’t want to be stuck working a job like the one I have now. I am meant for more than that. This job is only a temporary thing. But is it bad that I have actually thought about making it more than just a summer thing? What if I worked there for a year? Would I go back to school? Would I want to go back to school? idk…. there are just so many questions in my head. I am constantly thinking something over.. trying to come up with some answer. But all I do is go in circles like a boat with only one oar. sigh…
Well, I could honestly type on this post all night with all the thoughts in my head, but I would like to try and get some sleep for once.
Peace out world
Getting Hurt
When you’re wallowing in sorry
Just reach out with your hand
I’m sure friends will be there
Watching over you
I sure hope this is true..
Remember that movie in which Jack Black was a teacher and building a rock band and when a little black chubby girl asked to be a singer he only said “sure! let me hear you” and the moment she started using her beautiful voice his lit up like all of his dreams came true, PLUS the same little girl was scared that people would make fun of her because she was fat and he started listing awesome singers with some weight on and included himself and told her that people wouldn’t laugh because she is awesome at what she does and that is all that matters PLUS that it’s ok to enjoy food?
Also, when a little boy asked to be the band’s stylist he just said “sure, go ahead fancy pants” like, there wasn’t a single second of questioning it, he went into “ok, that will be your position then” right away
That fucking movie is an hour and a half of Jack Black teaching kids to love themselves disregarding all of the stereotypes
I’M NOT SURE, REALLY. I THINK I MIGHT BE A TERRIFYING NIGHTMARE.
BUT I’M STILL REALLY HUNGRY. EVEN NIGHTMARES HAVE TO EAT, RIGHT? I JUST WANT A CARROT OR A BABY’S SOUL OR SOMETHING. SOME LETTUCE. I DON’T KNOW.
flanders is undressing homer with his eyes
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I was pretty sure that’s how you know you’re falling for someone—when you want the good and bad, when you want everything, regardless of how horrible, how dark. You want it all, because at the end of the day, it’s still them.
Rachel Van Dyken, Shame (via simply-quotes)
Fireball
Wow. These past weeks have really been something. But to say the least they have been good. It kind of feels like I am on somewhat of the right path. Its been a long time coming. Work is getting better. I still don’t like the hours I am working but they have become more tolerable. Im not sure if its a good or bad thing but I feel more accepted by my fellow coworkers. They at least know my name and will come up and talk to me. Its good to know that they at least know my name now. I also met a wonderful girl in an unexpected time. But I like where this is heading. My friends seem to be approving one by one. Now all that’s left is for the family. But we will see how that goes later this weeks. She makes me happy and even though things have moved kind of fast I don’t think its a bad thing. I just need to keep them where they are at for a while and hopefully this keeps going as is. I went to church! Woo hoo! 2 weeks in a row. That definitely feels good. And you ever feel like the message is being preached just for you? I sure have. It kinda just shows that I need to keep going. And I really like this church. Its so refreshing. I just need to get back into a good relationship with HIM. And it will get there. I just need to keep working at it. But I feel a lot better than I have in a long time. The biggest complaint o have in life right now is that my mouse isn’t working so I have to write this from my phone. Lol. I can deal with that. Overall I think things are starting to look up =] Im going to keep moving forward and hopefully things just keep falling into place.
